First i missed her birthday...then i missed the opportunity to find her. I really don't dare to reply her messages sometimes because i feel like i fail so miserably as a friend. summore my phone is a bit crazy now. All she has done for me. even my birthday present for her doesnt feel grand enough. :/
Haih.....It's okay i shall make January a drive for me to meet her and give her the birthday cake she so deserves from me :D and finish editing that damn dance video too She seems quite distant also this few days. I must try my best to be a better friend >.<
So finally, i am having STPM. wow blogging in da middle of stpm so smart kah fai! WOO HOO. But seriously, i must let the world know how is this test known to be ON OF THE FUCKIN HARDEST IN DA WORLD!!! AISHEH proud moment **blushes** Honestly, just like for UPSR,PMR, and SPM i barely touched anything. Rushed like a mad cow a week before the real thing and get straight A's. I told myself..look kah fai. STPM is on of da hardest exams in da world. YOU DON'T WANNA SCREW THIS!!! NOOOOO!!! But needless to say, i am a smart ass. -played with my ipod in tuition all da time -sleep in class all da time -played with joyce,barney,sophia,wen yi,su hui, caryn, sim, henry, ben, micheal, luke and yada yada all da time -dance practice all da time -hang out all da time -became a vain pot all da time Everytime before exam omg rush rush rushhhh. But not bad, i can still get top 3 in the whole form. Even managed to get first once. BUT STPM. haizz. As usual i studied a week before. and honestly let me tell u. i dun know if i will get killed for saying this. I find STPM easier than SPM. maybe it's just me. :/ But the papers were not really hard, it is because i didnt study much haha. no mind blowing questions. and hey i can manage through most of the questions. I DO NOT KNOW IF I CAN GET AN "A" FOR EVERYTHING! But hey i am just saying it's not that bad, i could manage it better than SPM. So yeah. two more weeks and THAILAND HERE I COMEEEEEEE. I am going to Thailand representing Malaysia for a dance competitionnnnn. EXCITEDDDDD!! and for my readers...
A recent picture with Mummy and ma sister Japanese booth style. :D I hope stpm ends soon so i can finally move on and strive for my dream haha. hear from me soon bahbaiiiii
This is a random pose to show u how i have become from a dark child to a normal chinese toned child. LOL You know how asians have this craze about getting fair snow like skin. Well i don't need no fair skin but my skin tone ever since i was a kid was like DARK BROWN . When i went to Japan for my student's exchange program a Japanese uncle actually asked if i was from Indonesia cause i was..yea dark =.= **SCREAMED IN MY HEAD A LITTLE**. and i have always been quite a vain person and getting vainer every single day haha. so one day i watched this Thailand movie and there was this soap called tamarind soap used in the movie that a girl used every single day until she became fair. Like from dark brown to actual vanilla. So as usual i thought ,"PUHLEASE MUST BE A GIMMICK!!" But my Thai friend Thanya said it actually works if u use it diligently. So what the heck. So i started using using and before i know it. One year plus passed by and i finally realized the results today. So here's a comparison. Both these photos i took using the Japanese photo booth aka Purikura machine. the are suppose to make u look good haha so i did it.
As you can see. the machine actually made me a tad bit fairer. i was let's say two shades darker LMAO. compare my skin tone to my foster Japanese brother's skin tone. You can see i am yea. darker LOL. i kinda look like a Malay guy huh? That was me, 2009 in Japan being mistaken as an Indonesian. Ughhh LOL
AND NOW IN 2012 upon using the tamarind soap for one year plus.
Look at me!! the down left corner! Yup that's me. With the same machine but. LOL i can't believe i am saying this. I look so much FAIRER wow. :D i am as fair as Sophia the girl next to me and she is like one of the fairest girl in school LOL The soap is not a gimmick. Or sometimes i wonder maybe it's never the soap or maybe i just grew out of melanin haha. You never know :D But nevertheless, at least ppl look at me and know and recognize me as a Chinese or sometimes a Japanese which is good enough for me muahahahaha. LOL. If u doubt that maybe the machine for 2012 is different you can look at the guy above me who has a darker skin shade. His shade now is about the shade i had in 2009.
So believe it or not. IT WORKED. LOL The tamarind soap company should so find me as an ambassador cause i am solid prove haha. :D
SO thanks for reading my yet another random post. Till next time readers BYE :))
Life has been really hectic. Now i just wanna point out that i have this major major exam in my country in like 2 weeks time. Freakin STPM is finally here after waiting for it 1 year plus Let's just say i never expect i would come this far, i never did.
My mood currently ^ THERE LMAO
Went i first came in i was just like let's just get an average score and enter uni. I did not really study hard or whatsoever. But things started blooming and i got like 1st place in lower six!! i was like. maybe i had it in me all this while. :/ my mind was growing maybe? LOL And my streaks of better than average scores continues in upper six. LOL boy was i surprised. i thought at 18 i was going to put down studying and go all out doing castings to be signed in a talent agency but i ended up in form 6. and boy was God really really kind haha. Now 2 months left and i will be 20. and i start asking myself what will i be doing next. Honestly i missed out several really good chances while doing form 6. I've already been scouted twice but there is form 6. That was like my breaking point. I actually chose form 6!! over my actual dream. My friends are telling me i will definitely get my chance again? the thing is..will i? I just don't know at this point. It's just so scary. Will i be too od?? Will i lose my talent??. I don't have any other talent other than being an entertainer and it's just messing with my head really bad these few days. UGHHH I don't want to be stuck with a career that displays major DULL JACK IMAGE ya know. :/ But i am so glad i met a few individual souls who helped me and guided me so much during these hard times. YOU KNOW WHO YOU AREE!! LOL. C****, J****, J******, C**********,A****,S***** I actually got 1st in the form, won a dance competition, won my public speaking contest. I thought form 6 would be like BLEAK from head to toe but it was such an enjoyable ride. SOOO!! i told myself..kah fai, just get STPM over with and u shall work hard for your dreams next year onwards. I always tell myself don't stop when you are tired, stop when you are done!! and my dear readers you shall too! :D thus my turning point in life will be happening soon. WISH ME LUCK AND I AM WISHING ALL OF YOU WHO IS CURRENTLY READING THIS!! KICK SOME MAJOR ASS YAWWWW :D
THE SKY IS THE LIMIT!! Yes that is me :D and FYI that was the first shot the camera clicked and it was this cool!! haha syok sendiri
Monday 24 September 2012
For my latest bestie who is leaving to Beijing soon!! 3 things u must note: 1) MUST let me repeat MUST MEET MR PANDAAAA :D and take pictureeeeeeeee with itttt 2) I want a pandaaaaaa i know not possible ler saja nak cakap haha. kidnap satu balik 3) Must miss me there. Must think of me and when u see Mr or Mrs Panda must say hi for me say Kah Fai from Malaysia says hiii :D.
Ahhh let me just tell you this. i never ever ever thought being in form 6 would be fun. When i first entered i was like shitness more books and studious people just kill mehhhhh!!!! But i guess God loves me more than i love him haha. I have met such wonderful people along the way i would never trade the world for. You must be like thinking oh great, this is some "my best friends post with all my super lala pictures and all"!!. Well...LET ME TELL YOU!!! it actually is haha. so if you don't wanna look at my friends than please skip this post and wait for a better one LOL. So to make my story short, i got to join 3 main groups this year haha. Erm, so firstly i joined the JING BANGSS. This is a group formally formed from all ze amazing close friends i have in class. The word jing bang came from our general studies teacher who kept on calling our group as jing bang. why? i have no ides LOL.
And here it is, erm not all inside is in the jing bang family. but mainly: 1) Fan Wei Sin Joyce 2) Barnabas Yeoh 3)Sophia Lee Azhar 4) Law Su Hui 5) Hoe Wen Yi andd 6) Dexter Tan LOL all formal names like a serious post but the fact that i typed their name in full shows how important they are to me. :D my entertainment in class, my pillar of strength. The only reason why i never regretted coming into form 6. :D All because of these crazy people. <3 They never fail to crack me up. and boy did they give me one heck of a birthday surprise haha.
Then i have the ULTIMATE group LMAOO this group sounds like superhero group ler. ermm so i met these two girls miss CARYN YEOH and miss GAIK SIM outside from school. but i grew close with them so much along with Henry Chuah my other half brother. We form quite an awesome pact. Even outside of school i am blessed with such people.
Ahhhh i know we look good. HAHA. Firstly, we are very vain people u have to know!! Secondly, these are the knd of people i can spent hours with doing nothing because it's just so much fun doing nothing with them. That my dear readers is what you call true friendshipp!! Next, this group doesn't really have a name so i name this group the INTERNATIONAL NATIONAL GEOGRAPHY POO POO group!! LMAOO i'll just name it besties lah. orr..i have no idea..
ahh this fun variety is made up of Miss half thai Thanya sidhu, miss half malay Muha Mesri, a full chinese Sarah yeoh, a Farah Mesri, and a Pei Ying LOL. really bonded with them when i started working during the holidays for a book fair. Fun fact? they are all from other classes next to mine. and i share most of my problems with them.
So, basically yeah i am superbly blessed to have all this. you have a groupie?? I HAVE FREAKIN THREE!!!! So yea i win. haha but i hope all this stays as i would like to treasure each and everyone one of them for eternity.
So here, a cool summary of the people i love. I made it really really short okayyyy?? :) Just so i can read back in the future and go AWWWWW and move on LMAO.
AND FOR MY FOES, cause i realised my title says friends and foes. LOL You'll have your fall one day. I don't usually have foes but when i do. You really crossed my line and i am not gonna waste my time on you. I am better than that. :)
You know those days in the movies where kids would run home with hearts of joy. While the sun shine bright on them and most of them can't wait to be tanned and have all those fun in the sun. One word..Summer!! Do you like summer? yea that's what awaits them there. Here in Malaysia...summer? yea right! haze filled this place more than sunlight! LMAO
I would love to hit the outdoors and do all those stereotypical summer stuff like beach volleyball, surfing, road trips! OMG yes roadtrips! the fooooooddd! picnics everywheeree. seems like coll stuff you know. :D except the sun in a tropical country i don't think it is meant for like summer tanning, you'll get cancer for real! it's so F******* HAWT! damn.. :(
So. here's a video to check out. This Korean girl group went to Hawaii to film their latest Music Video with a HUGE budget with hired surfers! and and Models!! and and their sailor outfits? what do ya want me to say? LOL summer can't be better. They have really hot bodies not the typical stick figures ppl like and boy do they look good tanned! ;D
A piece of advice, watch in HD cause the filming is very very well produced! and their voices, not bad eh? NO auto tunes!! that's a total magnet! :D
So yea the video has it all, surfing, roller skating, roadtrips, pool side nonsensical playing! and a bit of a DANCING WHEN THE SUN SETS!! come on you've gotta find that sexayyyyy!!
I stand by my need to do list and i am putting this in! **but of executing it well coughs coughs we'll see** ;D
So STPM is near, trials coming soon. :( but i still wanna insist on making all my Saturdays from nowDANCING DAY! :D so that at least i can still brush up here and there before attempting anything next year. :) **like auditions and competitions**.
So i tell myself every week i'll upload a dance video of either of a Kpop genre all pure hip-hop. :) At least it's a little something for my readers if i have actual readers on my blog. LMAOOO **i never know**
For fun this is a video of me attempting Miss A's Breathe dance when i was in form 3. posted again a year later. LOL i know it's not that great but hey, practice makes perfect right? :D
This year has been kind to me. so for this second year. I wanna like list everything i have kinda achieve in high school cause come to think of it. I am in the final year of high school. and it kinda hits me in the head that i am actually gonna move to uni life soon..... .... ... ...SHITS But oh well life's gotta move on so here my list of the achievements i can think of.
LISTS OF ZE AMAZING THINGS KAH FAI DID IN HIGH SCHOOL
You READYYYY?? **BANG BANG BANG**
- Became an active public speaker -Became a choreographer -became an active modern dancer -Became an active cultural dancer -Chosen for a student's exchange program to Japan -Went for another student's exchange program to Thailand -Film a few dance projects -Joined a LOT of dance competitions -even joined a talent show at a mall -Represented Malaysia for finals in an International Trade Competition -Won the international trade challenge in Malaysia -Placed first in lower six and form 5 -Became a black belt in Taekwon do -Won several Taekwon do tournaments -became the president for the Art Society -Became the Vice for the malay cultural society -became the Vice for literature and debating society -Became the Vice for the Buddhist society -Won a few art competitions - I changed to art stream **irrelevant but i take it as an achievement** :) -took part in 3 musicals - became emcee for several events (lately My own prom) -Won best hair style during Prom -skipped class to watch glee **LMAO** -NEVER gotten a demerit or being sent to the discipline room -NEVER failed any of my subjects - i have received prizes for speech day :D - the list goes on but i would like to end it with..i met a lot of inspiring individuals and also idiots LMAO
Life is not a bed of roses i know. But leaving high school will be tough seeing how comfortable i am to the environment leaving it will be a shitty thing but i know...uni means freedom!!!!! MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA enough with the big talk so that's the list of the nonsense i did... and i hope the list will grow with things i believe i can achieve and will work hard to achieve when i leave high school. SO ROOT FOR ME :D
Me with best hairstyle and prom king Mr Henry Chuah
So before i start writing for my first post, let me give it to you. If you hate: 1) Cartoons in general (Spongebob especially) 2) Dancing 3) Unicorns,Bears,Fishes,Dogs,Tortoises 4) Candies, Doughnuts, Sugarrrrr 5) Me Then you can just F******* leave cause i kinda don't like you already. **looks at you with one eyeee**
This is me. Name, Ho Kah Fai. I go with Alex to. Chinese. err i dance a lot. i always assume i was born an entertainer. i believe i will make it big someday. If not also maybe will open a famous kopitiam somewhere where i am da boss. anddd my favourite cartoon is SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTSSSS!!!! **DUM DUM DUM**. Unlike most other teenagers i don't spend time playing games or hanging out cause i dedicate most of my time doing practices and other stuff. Once i reach home to the bed it is! So kind of a monotonous life i have..i knowww :(
I believe that i am likable but i don't really know, i have quite some haters out there too (i will tell you someday, it's damn interesting). I also believe i am talented **COUGHS COUGHS** i do k?
BUTT...that's why i created this blog so that i can look like i have a bit of some life :D
So bite me LMAOOOO. This year has been very kind to me so i wanna blog it all out so i can look back and enjoy all the CRAP i posted. I AM SUCH A BRILLIANT PERSON! and that's about it...
Thank you for reading now u may leaveee my blog and go do something that is actually useful TROLOLOL
