Reading through the past

This is just a simple post to just state that, i have been reading my past two posts and i can just that i am so self absorbed with myself!!
Everything is about sth i achieved or did. But honestly that is what a blog is for right, for u to brag? no? okays ...
But as a blogger i shall post better materials from now on and shed more light in my life **more of the bad stuff** rather than the good. maybe just find a good balance between those two. 


:) Sekian saja complain aku hari ini haha.

Till we meet again,
sincerely,
ALEX :D

Kpop Star Hunt

Look at those faces, hopeful aspiring in-making-superstars :D
Everyone i literally mean everyone definitely wants to be a superstar or had thought of it. Heck i have even been training to be one since like forever. 
Forcing my splits, stunts, dancing , entertaining, appearance. I am not bragging in any sense but i did put effort in this but i believe i can put more. The sky is the limit no?

So here i was watching Kpop star hunt season 2. ahhh i thought to myself. The Malaysian finalists are really not baddd. The guy Erul was really good. and before i knew it. He won runner up in the finale. :D i was like woahhhhhhhhh #malaysianpride

So here i am thinking i should join this year! Since last year i couldn't join because i was in form 6. But one thing struck me.
Let's do a checklist the things Alex thinks he is good at...dancing check, rapping check,being vain as hell check, singing? ......
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I have never sang before like officially for anything. I also don't think i am good at it. True i have sang and screamed in the karaoke room before but. LOL that's just a whole other thing LMAO I have never thought of singing as my thing. I LOVE dancing but singing ..nahhh
I LOVE RAPPING THOUGH. But i am sure they are not looking for the next Eminem or Nicki Minaj. They are looking for the next Kpop STAR :D

But there were instances when i sing people would ask me to shut up. I have had people saying I cannot sing just give up, or i just literally suck. LOL But i have has instances when people said i can sing but i guess they were trying to be nice while their ears are bleeding. But i have actually passed a musical auditions by singing and even landed a role!! So i don't know for myself. But i am no taylor swift or one direction. I am a wannabe sound alike to those people. LOL

So here's the catch. I always believe in this. I believe everyone can sing. Some may have the natural talent in it and does it better than other. But everyone can sing! You just need practice. The right techniques,right pitching and staying in tune..and yes i look like i know everything but truth is i know nuts about singing haha. But i believe if i believe in myself and train i can be a decent singer. I dont have to be the best but i just need to precede my own expectations.

The competition also states Kpop star hunt. Not Korean Idol. It's not a singing competition . #THANKGOD!  So i believe if i can juggle well between all the required talents. Singing, dancing, entertaining.
I hope...i just hope i stand a chance. Even passing auditions would mean the whole world to me.

So for the next few months i will be practicing diligently for this event. I will keep you guys updated. :D

HUGS to my readers, till next time
Alex <3

Talent show all the way to the land of ThaiLANDDD :D

SAWADEEKRUB!! Pom Chue Fai Krub :D
Recently i went for a student's exchange trip to Ranong, Thailand. Actually the main point we went there was for the talent show which i will talk on later on. 
Traveling back and fourth takes 2 days, while the programme took 5 days so altogether 7 days.
and actually i have been to a few exchange programmes before, one to Japan, one also to Thailand and one to Singapore. So i was not, ..in a way very excited for this. LOL cause i feel like i've done this before, and i am just there for the talent show. LOL
CLEARLY i was proven wrong, seriously i am telling you, when you reach a place filled with a totally different culture and lifestyle. No matter how many times you visit the place, i was still dumbfounded. haha
Even the 7-11 was such a favourite place to be, they have those instant coked sausages and pork meat ahhh i could eat them everyday. LOL
But yea i kept my cool.
The last time i went to Ranong, was when i was in form 5. back then..i still did not have my braces, was still dark and my acne never cleared. So i can actually say i went there last year as a new man. A memorable moment would be the principle kept on looking at me insisting she has seen me before. I was like i remember u too! remember i did my elocution during the year 2010 in this school. she was like,"OH YEAA! What happened to your face??"
I still dont know if that is a compliment or not haha. 
Next we have the foster family pairing which was my favorite because i never know who i'll get haha. and i got this family who were a family of fishermen, The modern kind with SEVEN letmerepeat SEVEN HUGE SHIPS. They're rich LMAO.
and the conversation starts, which i thought was super awkward. They asked for my age and i said oh i am 19.
The mum was like,"You lying!!"
i was like yea i am 19!!
they all started laughing saying i looked like i was 14. The thing is the laughing never stopped lmao and they picked and tease on my foster brother's face because he looked old. LOL i felt bad saying he looks young too. But he has his own plus side, he has the body of a gladiator! LOL i was shocked haha
and after that was my first night there, yadah yadah.
Oh i have to mention this. Their house was a combination of a row of shoplots so it was HUGE! =.= i was placed to stay at a whole floor by myself. Own bathroom,living room. :(( Thus my light was on the whole night cause my imagination prevents me from closing any source of light!! LOL monsters in teh closet please this was way worse alright! LOL but i man-up and slept anyways. One of those noob momentsi knowww.

The next day was my first day of school at pitchai ratanakhan school. :D i loved the school because the canteen had awesome food. Chocolate milk, pork rice, green tea ice cream!!  LOL and it was smaller than my school so i can basically walk around the whole school freely in like 10 mins unlike my school. :D
so me and my brother reached there early. i wanted to put this part in because i never knew how big it was a deal for new foreign students to enter their school. Constantly eyed at. When i walked down the opening hallway, some girls screamed literally and everyone was just staring whispering. I thought i forgot to zip my pants or something. Then my foster brother said the girls said i was cute. i was like ahh okays. Scared the bejesus out of me i thought i had a wadrobe malfunction!! LOL and surprisingly on my first day a few students gave my presents! how thoughtful! And through out those 5 days i received A LOT of presents from random students in the school, badges, food, pockies, plushies, handmade presents. It meant a lot to me cause first they do not know me, and it was NOT my birthdaay. So it was really thoughtful of them, made me felt really welcomed. Thanks :) and not to forget a lot of random people who came up to me to take a picture with me, LOL i never had this during my trip in form 5. I have to thank my braces and strong will to clear up my face for that haha. I actually want those photos they took but i ...yea forgot to ask for it LOL.

the next few days were great, was brought about the district. Our usual hot spring was fun. Mangroove forest and lots of other places and ZEFOODWAS&%$%$%$$$. the food was good haha. i even won a medal for sports day, i was NEVER and athletic person so it felt damn good haha.

The day of the talent show eventually came on the last day, cleared my heart and performed with Rishen my half indian brother LOL and guess what? We got gold medal!! :D
along with another act which also got gold, the rest got silver and bronze i guess. I didnt really know cause i was screaming and running around haha. So yea that kinda summed up my journey there and back. It was definitely fun, it seems like i was in a different place because most of the students i know graduated and i met all the new ones. LOL. and the treatment i got there, thank you guys seriously. 

I went there with one conquest which is to see how much my talent can bring me and how i can fare as an entertainer. I am very pleased with the reactions i got and i promised Kah Fai will train to be a better entertainer and also person. Even compliments as simple as,"wow u performed so well!!" or "you are a really good dancer!!" means the world to me. SO i strive to be better. As they say,  the sky is the limit no? :D


 This post should come with pictures but, yea i will do a special post on this with pictures only. :D so stay tuned! and thank you for reading, LOL. Next post will be about dancing so yess i am excited to write but give me time haha. KAPKUNKRUB :D

 

WE WON!! :D GOLDEN DISK AWARDS TICKETS

WHO WILL EVER KNOW THAT THIS PICTURE OF MINE

 WILL GET US THIS!!
WE FREAKIN WON HEYYYY HEYYYY!! :D
4 pair of GOLDEN DISK AWARDS TICKETSSS!!
I get to see like everyone OMG slap me.
But ultimately i decided to give it to my sister because, well i LOVE HER :) 
SO ADA HO KAH LENG U BETTER BE HAPPY HAHA

 

and that picture we posted was a hit on facebook! LOL i look dapper no? :)

I really miss her

First i missed her birthday...then i missed the opportunity to find her.
I really don't dare to reply her messages sometimes because i feel like i fail so miserably as a friend.
summore my phone is a bit crazy now. All she has done for me. even my birthday present for her doesnt feel grand enough. :/

Haih.....It's okay i shall make January a drive for me to meet her and give her the birthday cake she so deserves from me :D and finish editing that damn dance video too
She seems quite distant also this few days. I must try my best to be a better friend >.<

STPM is actually...

So finally, i am having STPM. wow blogging in da middle of stpm so smart kah fai! WOO HOO.
But seriously, i must let the world know how is this test known to be ON OF THE FUCKIN HARDEST IN DA WORLD!!!
AISHEH proud moment **blushes**
Honestly, just like for UPSR,PMR, and SPM i barely touched anything. Rushed like a mad cow a week before the real thing and get straight A's.
I told myself..look kah fai. STPM is on of da hardest exams in da world. YOU DON'T WANNA SCREW THIS!!! NOOOOO!!!
But needless to say, i am a smart ass.
-played with my ipod in tuition all da time
-sleep in class all da time
-played with joyce,barney,sophia,wen yi,su hui, caryn, sim, henry, ben, micheal, luke and yada yada all da time
-dance practice all da time
-hang out all da time
-became a  vain pot all da time
Everytime before exam omg rush rush rushhhh.
But not bad, i can still get top 3 in the whole form. Even managed to get first once.
BUT STPM.
haizz. As usual i studied a week before. and honestly let me tell u. i dun know if i will get killed for saying this.
I find STPM easier than SPM.
maybe it's just me. :/ But the papers were not really hard, it is because i didnt study much haha. no mind blowing questions. and hey i can manage through most of the questions.
I DO NOT KNOW IF I CAN GET AN "A" FOR EVERYTHING!
But hey i am just saying it's not that bad, i could manage it better than SPM.
So yeah. two more weeks and THAILAND HERE I COMEEEEEEE.
I am going to Thailand representing Malaysia for a dance competitionnnnn.
EXCITEDDDDD!! 
 and for my readers...

 
 A recent picture with Mummy and ma sister Japanese booth style. :D
I hope stpm ends soon so i can finally move on and strive for my dream haha. 
hear from me soon bahbaiiiii

My skin tone

This is a random pose to show u how i have become from a dark child to a normal chinese toned child. LOL
You know how asians have this craze about getting fair snow like skin. Well i don't need no fair skin but my skin tone ever since i was a kid was like DARK BROWN . When i went to Japan for my student's exchange program a Japanese uncle actually asked if i was from Indonesia cause i was..yea dark =.= **SCREAMED IN MY HEAD A LITTLE**.
and i have always been quite a vain person and getting vainer every single day haha.
so one day i watched this Thailand movie and there was this soap called tamarind soap used in the movie that a girl used every single day until she became fair. Like from dark brown to actual vanilla.
So as usual i thought ,"PUHLEASE MUST BE A GIMMICK!!"
But my Thai friend Thanya said it actually works if u use it diligently.
So what the heck.
So i started using using and before i know it. One year plus passed by and i finally realized the results today. 
So here's a comparison.
Both these photos i took using the Japanese photo booth aka Purikura machine.
the are suppose to make u look good haha so i did it.

 

As you can see. the machine actually made me a tad bit fairer. i was let's say two shades darker LMAO. compare my skin tone to my foster Japanese brother's skin tone. You can see i am yea. darker LOL. i kinda look like a Malay guy huh? That was me, 2009 in Japan being mistaken as an Indonesian. Ughhh LOL

AND NOW IN 2012 upon using the tamarind soap for one year plus.

 

Look at me!! the down left corner! Yup that's me. With the same machine but. LOL i can't believe i am saying this. I look so much FAIRER wow. :D i am as fair as Sophia the girl next to me and she is like one of the fairest girl in school LOL The soap is not a gimmick. Or sometimes i wonder maybe it's never the soap or maybe i just grew out of melanin haha. You never know :D

But nevertheless, at least ppl look at me and know and recognize me as a Chinese or sometimes a Japanese which is good enough for me muahahahaha. LOL.
If u doubt that maybe the machine for 2012 is different you can look at the guy above me who has a darker skin shade. His shade now is about the shade i had in 2009.

So believe it or not.
IT WORKED. LOL The tamarind soap company should so find me as an ambassador cause i am solid prove haha. :D

SO thanks for reading my yet another random post. Till next time readers BYE :))