I really miss her

First i missed her birthday...then i missed the opportunity to find her.
I really don't dare to reply her messages sometimes because i feel like i fail so miserably as a friend.
summore my phone is a bit crazy now. All she has done for me. even my birthday present for her doesnt feel grand enough. :/

Haih.....It's okay i shall make January a drive for me to meet her and give her the birthday cake she so deserves from me :D and finish editing that damn dance video too
She seems quite distant also this few days. I must try my best to be a better friend >.<